people, we are different from each others. ya like that, I like this. that is just like naturally happening. Other wants to be the other one, wishing that they are more than what they actually are. and me, of course I could not get away from the rampant disease. and sometimes the disease got worse, that I actually was hating myself. but man, after much thinkin', if other wants to be the other one, I got to be the other one too.so let's just all fight this disease together. As long as you're happy, stop the searching, you are homand you are not alone.

I'm happy eating and talking with my best ones.
I'm happy when I listen to em's flows.
I'm happy that my siblings are happy and my parents are too, in their own way.
I'm happy with my not-so-pretty clothes.
and, I'm happy that are so many boys in this world.
heh.
peace y'all.

Intensive is so boringh. just kill me, rather than listening to nothing.

charlie & the wonka factory.
He is so cuteeee.
hailey knows. haha.

man, I never want again.
I'm restless.
I don't feel good.
i'm just. .. not feeling it.
the hell with those.
I want to be numb.

I want a boyfriend shirt !!!!!! and that a&f henley. and all those,man.
oh my oh my.
I love mary-kate and ashley !!!

TOMORRRROOOWWW. how how how.
how man, how?
haish.

anyway,I'm just freaking excited right now. Guess why. Don't want tell ler. wth. tee-hee

I want genuine diamond nose-stud. nyeh.

Doing french tips makes my neck go erh.
where's my bloody dress & top? =/. not again,please.

Here's the deal :

I'm going to go to church weekly. I'll try, man.

Vivocity is so fetch, man.
I am so going to go there with my parents.
hee - hee.

I am perfectly aware that I've been spending more than Im earning ( what am I talking, I don't earn). and yes, I am guilty& retrite. I mean, I should not be spending my time and bucks on online shopping and these clothes. but man, while I'm this too-young-too-work and this too-old-to-not-shop, Let's just drop those and have fun. Besides, I do my homeworks my old man. not to worry. Life's been hard, I deserve a lil some some ( oh well, what a perfect excuse ).

I looovveeee mangooo. man, who does not?

okay. Its 2:19 am. and I can't sleep. ah damn.

been doing lots of online shopping lately. morale : never trust normal postage. It sucks.
gee. I just can't wait for my goods to arrive. This time I use registered mails. XD

Life is actually just pretty simple, you know. when there is happiness, there your life will be. I'm happy when I'm surrounded by nice people, with nice food, nice songs in the air and laughters. Oh gawd, why should I be crying, when I can be laughing.
aite lah. Imma go back do my own stuff.

baaaaaaayyyyyyyybeeeeeeehhhhh.

just watched oprah. it's about this lady had had sex with her own former students.

and she was like
' He made you feel so special about yourself.He could look at me in the eyes and just have the conversation going on,He told me that I'm beautiful instead of sexy, he told me I smell like a flower, it's like, you know, it's like I'm the best thing on earth. I just fell in love with him, not remembering that he's just half my age. '

awwww. that is what would take my breath away, too.

I'm not presentable.
I'm not smart.
I'm everything that you're not.
but, I love you because the sky is blue
and, no matter how hard it feels like I've got thrown,
no shits would change.
That, is just like, your luck.

HOOOWWIIIDDAAAEEEE . I'm so going to spend it with my mom or Hailey, or Dionne, or my bro, or better still, alone. at times, I do hate holidays, but like fuck it lah.

whats the difference between R and r? and you fucking failed me for that? damn you woman, damn you

Happy 7th month baby
and I love love love love you.


now now. Ive got my own to snare. heh.

EXAMS OVEERRRRR !!

tee-hee-hee.
okay okay. I'm in love with shopping. like I wasnt.

agh. like I really really need buy clothes. my current are all aint of my size and hence aint wearable.

Haileeyy n Dioonneee, lets go shopping. =]]]]]]]

Papers papers

so 4 down, 4 more to go.
aghhh.
bloody shit
I pretty much got enough sleep. I never bother myself to reduce my sleeping hours though Ive got the intention, Id always sleep back.
but yea lucky shit.

agh. I'm not looking forward to anything. not this 13th.nor when exams over. nor when holiday starts. my days just pretty much blank you know. I'm pretty grateful its exams, I have something to do at least. Yea that pretty much how sad my life is. agh like I care. I'm gonna go watch school of rock. cao. take care of your-bloody-self punk.